Dear Followers,

Hello everyone,

as you all have seen, I haven’t made a post in a very long time. I’ve been extremely busy with many things; volunteering, high-school, and family as some of them. I apologize and am very sorry that I haven’t been posting as often as I should probably be, and I want to thank you guys for waiting so patiently for the next post. I know I’ve said this countless times in the past, but I really hope to start slowing down and taking time to make more posts, it might not be a very consistent schedule (for some reason I can’t ever stay on the same schedule) but I hope you all will enjoy what I have to put out in the near future.

Thank you to all my original followers for sticking with me!

And thank you to my new followers, and welcome to our little family!

Have a blessed week y’all! 🍂

Just Like You

DISCLAIMER: I did not wright this, in fact, this originally wasn’t a poem. It was a song made by music artist NF (my favorite). I edited it a bit so that it had the same structure/feel to a poem. Please go check out the song if you like this! (if you don’t like rap, then I don’t recommend)

Just in case my car goes off the highway,
Or the plane that I get on decides that it’s my last day,
I want you to know when you’re alone and you feel afraid,
You’re not the only person in the world that isn’t okay.
There’s millions of us just like you.
Just like you, like you.

It’s strange the way the mind can wander, but also stop to gossip,
And chat with memories that you and me aren’t really fond of.
Maybe you’re out to find love, maybe you lost who you were,
Maybе you’re just like me and feel thе need to stay in your rut.
‘Cause if you left it, you might feel like you’re no longer you,
It’s so impressive, the way the mind can play with the truth.
It’s interestin’ that nobody can walk in your shoes,
But still relate and feel the same, so in a way, guess we do.
You ever think about what it would be like,
If the clouds were gone and you could see light?
If the door was open, would you take flight?
Or just close the curtains up and stay inside?
Take a walk with me, take a risk with me,
I’m scared too and it gets so tempting,
When you’re so empty, to disown everything,
You hold dearly when you know clearly,
You been so buried in your own fairytale.
The soul’s tearin’ bunch of holes in me,
I relate to it, but in case you been
Thinkin’ no one does, here’s a great theory,
Throw a Hail Mary, let your mind fly,
To the sun rise, could be so scary.
Make your faith vary, feel the pain glaring,
But the weight carried ain’t in vain, hear me?

Just in case my car goes off the highway,
Or the plane that I get on decides that it’s my last day,
I want you to know when you’re alone and you feel afraid.
You’re not the only person in the world that isn’t okay.
There’s millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you.

So often I feel desperate, I think my heart’s infected.
How ’bout yours? How ’bout yours? How ’bout yours? I guess if,
You feel the best when your life is hectic, you might be destined,
To stay defective, so join the club, it ain’t that hard to get in.
It’s hard to leave though, look at the guest list,
I bet that your name is on it, don’t believe me? Check it.
See dead ends,
In life we come to tend to raise some questions.
Know that your feelings might give wrong directions.
Yeah, with the feeling of failure,
Let it take over your body, it makes you,
Question the life that you have, situations,
You might have enjoyed become nothin’ but dated.
Old and forgotten, but what would you say if,
I told you that there was some hope we could make it?
I know what you’re thinkin’, I’m thinkin’ it too,
Could you really improve and be somethin’ worth savin’?
See, I could pretend like I have all the answers,
But none of us do, it’s the reason we battle,
Convincing yourself that you don’t really matter’s
Like feedin’ a cancer and letting it travel
To every part of you, but what if we did,
The unthinkable and cancel our trips?
What’s achievable depends on the risk,
So pick up your chin and listen to this.

Just in case my car goes off the highway,
Or the plane that I get on decides that it’s my last day,
I want you to know when you’re alone and you feel afraid.
You’re not the only person in the world that isn’t okay.
There’s millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you.

Yeah, everybody falls sometimes,
Just remember that that’s alright.
It’s the rainy days that give us love for the sun,
And if it isn’t, I guess I’ll be fine believin’ it does.
Everybody falls sometimes,
Just remember that that’s alright.
It’s the lows in life that make you cherish the highs,
And if it isn’t, I guess I’ll be fine believin’ a lie.

Just in case my car goes off the highway,
Or the plane that I get on decides that it’s my last day,
I want you to know when you’re alone and you feel afraid,
You’re not the only person in the world that isn’t okay.
There’s millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you.

Who are you?

I used to know the answer to that question,

But now I feel like I barely know you.

Getting ready to go to my therapy session,

I tell you I don’t know if I’m going to make it through,

You ignore me and complain about something little,

To me that’s just brittle.

Getting ready to go to my therapy session,

I tell you I’m getting weaker,

You ignore me and say your cousin went to jail,

Guess you don’t want any details.

I don’t think you understand,

that there’s people out there wailing,

just to get a single loaf of bread.

Getting ready to go to my therapy session,

I tell you I’m lost in the clouds again,

You shoot back with a remark about a book or something,

But I’m too tired to read your complaints.

I was on my way to my therapy session,

when I ran off the road and felt the car falling,

I prepared myself for a long way down,

but what’s this?

I look out the window, and see that I’m hanging off a ledge,

a feeling of dismay grabs hold of me,

as I realize these will be my last words.

I pick up the phone and dial your number,

You answer but don’t say anything.

“I’m going to die and I wanted to say goodbye.” I said,

“Well just be glad you didn’t-…” You went off again,

do none of my words sink in?

Creak, crack

The car starts to fall,

I prepare myself for my final goodbye,

and that’s the last I saw.

I was on my way to my therapy session,

yes, yes I was.

Maybe I wouldn’t of had to go to that session,

If you’d just listened for once.

Homemade Dog treats

I’m back with another Dog friendly recipe!

What you need:

  1. Medium size Bowl
  2. Large spoon
  3. Peanut butter
  4. Coconut Oil
  5. Large Plate


Step 1

Get your Peanut butter and Coconut oil out and place them into your bowl, filling the bowl a little over halfway.

Step 2

Mix the Coconut oil and peanut butter thoroughly. There might be a few clumps left from the coconut oil, I’ve learned they are very difficult to get rid of!

Step 3

Place the mixture onto your plate and smooth it out until the mixture is flat on the plate.

Step 4

Place the plate with the mixture into the freezer for 2 hours.

Step 5

Bring the plate out. Start breaking the frozen mixture into little (but not too little!) pieces.

Step 6

Give to your pooch and let him enjoy!

NOTE: Keep the treats refrigerated!


Sneak Peak for my next post: Have you ever heard of NF? ❤

Have a great day and God bless!

Get Ready for Dog of the Week!

I was thinking since I haven’t posted any dog stuff on here recently I would start doing a “dog of the week”. Every week after Christmas I will be posting about a dog breed.

I will provide info of the dog that I choose such as health, care, grooming, history, etc.

Like I said, I will start posting a dog of the week after Christmas week.

What do you guys think of this? Let me now down in the comments!

The very first dog of the week hint!

“I am fluffy and kind. I herd sheep and cattle, and maybe your kids if you don’t play with me! I sometimes have piercing blue eyes along with my white and blue dappled coat. What dog am I? Find out the week after Christmas!”




God Loves and Cares for You

Have you ever questioned yourself if God truly exists?

Why question when there’s proof He existed in the Holy Bible.

He created you and knew you before you were ever born.

He put you on earth for a reason and He will love and cherish those who love and believe in Him.

John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.

Galatians 2:20 I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God. who loved me and gave himself for me.

Zephaniah 3:17 The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.

These are just a few of many verses from the Bible.

To read more verses about how God loves you, visit:



Peanut Butter Ball Treats

Peanut Butter Balls are a treat for both human and canine! Unfortunatly I ran out of peanut butter and wasn’t able to make them again to add a picture.

Peanut Butter balls are basically just peanut butter and a few peanuts mixed together.


  1. Get your peanut butter jars out and your peanuts! (Or whatever other treats you would like to add to it)
  2. get a bowl
  3. Get the peanut butter out of the jar and put in it the bowl along with the peanuts
  4.  Mix until the peanut butter becomes creamy
  5.  Get out a cupcake tin
  6.  Fill each section until its full with peanut butter (or however much you want)
  7.  Once all your peanut butter is but into the tin, put it in the freezer for about 3 & 1/2 hours.
  8.  After the long awaited hours are up, get out your tin and let them thaw for about 5 minutes.
  9.  Eat and enjoy!


The Truth About Halloween|The Truth Untold

Halloween, I’m sure many of us have celebrated it before. Not even thinking twice about what its background came from.

Its background came from the druids, the druids were satanists. They performed human sacrifices on Halloween, for their belief was that the ‘world of the dead’ and our world opened up to one another. They thought that the souls of the dead would roam around the world and cause havoc.  As a Christian, you should know that the Bible says “The dead know nothing” once your dead your DEAD. There’s no soul roaming or any of that crap. Anyways, where does the tradition of dressing of come from? The druids thought that if they dressed up as the ‘spirits’ that they would be left alone.

close up photo of halloween decors
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“But if I keep my child away from this, they’ll be missing out on something!” No, they wont be missing out on anything. Unless you want your kids to be participating in this ceremony.. then they will be missing out on something. They’ll be missing out on God’s will. Even if your not celebrating exactly the way that others do, its still participating in evil.

I’ll be making more posts on this as we get closer to Halloween.

I haven’t posted much in the past year, I’ve been busy with school and such. Hopefully I’ll be able to post more now that I’m not as busy.

Let me know down in the comments if you have any questions!

More About how the Miniature Pincher and the Doberman Pincher ARE NOT RELATED

Like I had said in my last post (if you haven’t checked it out yet, I suggest go do it) we learned that the Miniature Pincher and the Doberman Pincher are completely different dogs. Now we are going to talk about how their characteristics are different. First of all, the Min Pin (that’s what I call them) is a one person dog, but can be trained to be a family dog (it is very hard), they also are guard dogs. The Doberman Pincher is a family dog, and also a guard dog. As we see here are differences and similarities, they are both guard dogs, but one is a family dog and the other isn’t.  There are also many other differences and similarities between these dogs, but that doesn’t mean they are related. Saying that these dogs are related is like saying that the dachshund and the Rottweiler are the related, which they aren’t.

I hope you learned a lot from this! Don’t forget to comment down below and let me know how I can improve and maybe even add to my site :D.

1 Important thing About the Miniature Pincher that is being Hidden Away

Here is a question for you, “was the Doberman Pincher bred BEFORE the Miniature Pincher? Or was it the opposite? ” What do you think? Well if you said that the Doberman Pincher was bred before the mini companion, you were wrong. For those that had chose the opposite, well done! You know your Miniature Pincher facts! But those that don’t know why that they were wrong, take a seat. The Miniature Pincher was bred to be a guard dog in Germany back in the 1800s. There was one man who wanted a bigger “version” of these tiny, aggressive little dogs. That is where the Doberman Pincher came in, after breeding many dogs, the Doberman Pincher was bred. This isn’t the answer to your question, the answer to your question is that the Doberman Pincher was bred from COMPLETELY different dogs than the Miniature Pincher! The sad thing about this is that so little know about this, which is why I created this site.

I hope you learned something today, we will continue about this in my next blog. And don’t forget to comment down below what you think!

Hope to see you there!



Hate and Love

Remember a few years back,

when we had begun talking?

Back when no one hated,

But when we had laughter?

When laughter filled the whole house,

when there were no scowls?

Remember when we could speak,

without being afraid?

No worry,

No hate.

Sounds peaceful,

doesn’t it?

But what if I told you,

it was the hate that brought us together.


hate will never be the best,

but it will never be the worst.

Hate can bring people closer.

Of course,

love can also work it’s charm.

But love isn’t what started us.

Now keep in mind,

hate isn’t always a good thing.

Hate is like a campfire,

Keep it under control,

and you’ll be safe.

Get side-tracked and distracted,

and it will burn everything.


we might have started hating eachother,

but then it turned around.

Now we are who we are today.

But always remember,

don’t let your hate rage before love.

Life Update

Hey everyone! It’s been a very, very long time since I’ve been active on wordpress, and I apologize. But I haven’t felt too bad, it’s not like I have thousands of followers, like some of you, to keep happy.

I’ve been busy with my job at a therapeutic riding center in my area, and on top of that I help exercise the horses that work there, too. It’s been loads of fun I never thought I’d experience! Along with that, I’ve just been running non-stop! I wouldn’t be able to tell you where I’ve been the last week, but I sure can say it wasn’t my couch!

But I’m hoping that I’ll be able to slow down and be able to make more frequent posts, but I can’t guarantee it.

Have a blessed week!


“Change”: Something I could never adapt to

Pour out my time and support on you,

and you dumped it all in a river.

Lord knows I tried to stay together,

but it’s hard when I’m the only one trying.

Watch your words and your tone,

you know I have issues.

You were never there when I needed support,

Instead you felt the need to talk about yourself.

How am I supposed to feel about that?

Been awhile since we’ve seen eachother,

been trying to get us back together.

But no, instead of telling me the truth you make excuses.

Excuse, after excuse, after excuse.

How am I supposed to feel about that?

We were talking on the phone last night,

I asked if we were ever going to see eachother again.

You responded with “Idk” and left it at that.

How am I supposed to feel about that?

It burned, I said “whatever” since you always give me that.

Few minutes later you asked if I was mad,

are you stupid?

Of course I’m mad look at how you treat me.

But I’m too hurt to respond so you keep pushing.

You said that sounded “mad” and send me an “lol”.

Your sick.

If you get joy out of seeing someone else fall,

Your sick.

What changed you?

What happened when we were kids and we talked on the phone for hours?

What did that phone that you got for Christmas have to do with being greater?

What happened to those monthly visits that would last for days?

What happened to having a healthy friendship?

Why can’t I just have my friend back?

Played with the idea of blocking your number,

But I won’t just because you might come around.

Don’t expect me to reply to what you say.

You were abusive as hell,

You think I’m just going to forgive you without you saying sorry first?

That’s happened far too many times.

My close friend told me you were fake,

But did I listen?

I pushed further,

I didn’t let go.

But you did.

How am I supposed to hold both our weights when I’m on my last finger?

It doesn’t help that your wiggling and struggling for no reason.

Guess it’s time for me to let go.

It’s time for me to adapt to change.

I just wanted my friend back.

(please note that I did not use any rhyming or syllable patterns for this “poem” because I didn’t feel the need to at that time)

Don’t Follow Temptation

‘Temptation’, I’m sure we’ve all heard the word at some point in our lives. But have we all experienced it?

Yes, we all have experienced temptation, whether it was big or small. Just two days ago I had followed temptation, and had to pay the price of it today.

I go to a local theatre program and have been going for 5 years of my life. I have made many friendships there, including one I have had from day 1 and still have to this day. The theatre had made some adjustments (that I will not say) and me and many others, including my friend, did not agree with these changes. Causing my friend to quit. Me and my family, and another family, worked together to stand up for the people who were too scared to speak up. Things had changed again, but not without consequences. The director, (who, honestly, is more of a child than an adult) now hates me and my family, when this same director this same time last year straight up told me she loved me. She hates us for pointing out her mistakes. I had done nothing wrong. Me and her son are very close, and he ended up gifting me an old leather sports jacket that he also used for the show. I was very uneasy about receiving it before we were finished with our shows. But, he convinced me it would be ok.

Oh, how things were not ok.

I had wore it to work yesterday, and one of my fellow employees had yanked some of the front leather that was peeling off. I was not as concerned about it at that time. This morning I had told him what happened and gave it back to him. He was furious that he ever trusted me with the item, even though it wasn’t my fault. We ended up getting in an argument (which hurt because we hadn’t talked to eachother for a whole month and we were finally getting back together again). He showed the director what happened and she stormed backstage to find me and brought me into the bathroom with her and showed me the jacket and told me to explain. I did, but that did not satisfy her, she (literally) threw it into the garbage can in front of me and stormed out and went into the office. I was left stunned and scared. And it was like time stopped. I thought to myself, “Here is the theatre you have been doing for 5 years. You are a level headed person, Camryn. You knew when he was tempting you to take it something wrong would happen.” And I sat scolding myself for hurting another one of my friendships I was finally gaining back. Luckily, my friend is very forgiving (but it took some time for him to cool down), but the director hates me more than ever. It especially hurt when I turned to my friend to ask if we were still good when it came to being friends and he said, “Yeah. I don’t hate you. I just hate your family.” I don’t know if that made me feel better or worse.

Now I get to go back again, tonight. I hope things will be a bit cooled down. Yet, after all that has happened (more is to be posted on past experiences), I doubt I will ever return to this theatre. Too many people are getting openly discriminated, to the point it got so bad that someone wanted to file a discrimination case.

Anyway, wish me luck and many prayers… going to need them tonight…

PETA says horse riding is… cruel???

Please note: I am not trying to turn anyone away from PETA or cause any hate towards them, these are simply my thoughts.

Yesterday I was scrolling the web, and I came across the PETA (People for the ethical treatment of animals) website, since I was bored I thought I’d check it out. I have never liked PETA and have never even thought about being vegan, and I still don’t. I ended up coming upon a post titled “Say ‘neigh’ to horse-riding“, and I am stunned on how terribly made it was. You can check it out for yourself here: Say ‘Neigh’ to Horse-Riding | PETA

Here is what PETA has to say about riding horses:

“Why isn’t riding horses ethical? Because of one word: consent. As humans, we have a fundamental responsibility to refrain from taking advantage of those who have no choice but to live alongside us. Horses are herd animals and enjoy living for reasons of their own. They can’t consent to being ridden by people—and if they could, they’d likely ask folks to hop off their backs.  Horse riding only benefits one party, and the beneficiary certainly isn’t the one being ridden.

That was only the beginning…

“Would you want to be subjected to uncomfortable head and mouth gear so that others could use you as a mode of transportation? How would you feel about being kept alone and in a stable—until someone decided to use you for a ride again? When faced with the decision to ride a horse or not, whether your family wants to engage in it as a summer activity or the camp you’re going to has it on the itinerary, use empathy and put yourself in the horseshoes of the animal who’s expected to carry you (and likely many others).”

Please tell me your already seeing the science lacking here?

“Stay loud for horses—and stay off their backs. Ride a skateboard or a bike—not someone who lives, breathes, and feels. If you want to do more for horses, share this article to inform others that these animals aren’t ours to ride.”

Lord help me! This has gone way too far and is actual stupidity! God did NOT design animals with the same feelings/emotions as He did us. And if you own a horse you would know that horses love to be taken out and ridden! Riding a horse is how a rider and the horse creates a beautiful bond! It makes me sick that this company is actually trying to get people to avoid riding and straight out saying that people who own horses are bad, people who ride horses are bad, people are bad, you are bad.

This section here is what really made my hand slap my forehead.

“Horses—both wild and domesticated—could really use our protection and care. Did you know that all across the western U.S., the last remaining herds of wild horses are being violently rounded up by the Bureau of Land Management and forced into government holding pens? These animals are supposedly put up for adoption, but few actually get new loving homes.”

Yes, they are getting round up by the BLM. But there are reasons for it. The highest reason is because the area where the herd lives is too dry or there isn’t enough plant life to let them thrive.

Please know that it is not bad if you ride a horse, just as long as you are doing it correctly. PETA needs to calm down and go to some horse barns and make real scientific observations and not basing their “facts” on their childish fantasies. I even checked out PETA Kids, to see what they were feeding children’s minds about horse riding. They went so far as to say that horses had their own cultures and rights. Cultures!!! I love horses with all my heart but this is not correct.

They have multiple sections on horse riding. You can go check them out for yourself with the link above. I would, but I think I’m done with PETA for a while.

Have a great week!

A Plea for a Heart [Part 2]

How will I remember you,

If I simply don’t want you in my memory?

Many others could agree.

For you robbed many households of love and joy,

and replaced them with hate and murder.

You burned down their city with your matches of lies.

After all the love they gave you,

You repaid them with destruction.

To think that you were the one,

The one who helped me through my life.

You were once an angel,

But now you are filthier than swine.

Now you are lost.

My brother- you had so much more to live for.

But you wasted your life,

By making others miserable.

My dear brother,

I hope for you,

I pray for you,

I hope and pray you will grow a heart,

Instead of taking hearts of others.

Like you did to me,

My dear, dear brother,

I plea to you for my heart back,

but I know you will never return it.

But I will stay waiting here,

For when you are ready to.

A Plea for a Heart

Through my window,

I look out.

I see the pain,

I hear screams.

My heart collapses,

Knowing I displeased you,

I’ve begged for you,

I have cried, and cried for you,

But nothing pleases you.

Your poor heart is blocked,

With a barrier of hate,

A boulder of displeasure.

I gave up on my joy,

Only to see you laugh,

To see you smile again.

Only to be dissapointed.

What more can I give?

If I gave you my whole heart?

Part 2 out now!